You know what? Reality and love are almost contradictory for me.

 It’s funny. Every single of my ex’s, they’re now married! Men go 

out with me, we break up, and then they get married! And later 

they call me to thank me for teaching them what love is, and, 

and that I taught them to care and respect women!… You know, 

I want to kill them! Why didn’t they ask me to marry them? I would 

have said “No,” but at least they could have asked!! But it’s my 

fault, I know it’s my fault, because I never felt it was the right man. 

Never! 

But what does it mean the right man? The love of your life? The 

concept is absurd. The idea that we can only be complete with 

another person is evil! Right?!…You know, I guess I’ve been heart-

broken too many times. And then I recovered. So now, you know,

 from the starts I make no effort because I know it’s not going to 

work out, I know it’s not going to work out.